Show your support For Our Police Officers

As most of you know that are my friends on here, I am a police wife I am very proud of this honor I am a member of two police wives sites, and yes they know, lol. On one of the sites we had a challenge to create a video of police week 2009 I want to post the video on here for you guys to view it! The video is part of PoliceOne they asked me if they could put it on the site and also part of Police Week Honors, we also had our vid published in the coast guard report this is a honor for me and the ladies that worked so hard on it. Some of the guys that in the memorial part of of the video they were part of their husbands departments so let so them some respect for the ultimate act of bravery. These men paid with their lives so that we can continue to be safe. And lets show our support for the men who are still making our streets safe. You can also see the video on Youtube, my user name is APDWife25

Uggh It's Been Awhile

Hello blog world it's been awhile since I posted anything on here so here I am to catch up. I have been working my butt off and dealing with family issues. Well the kids are doing fine Bailey made A and B honor roll, and school will be out at the end of this month. I have been under alot of stress and it is taking it's toll on me and my body. I am so frusterated with my husband right now that I could scream it nothing to horrible like some of you may be thinking. I can't post all of this here it's all just a little to personal for the internet world. But I am alive and well at the moment I will do a major update later this week thanks for listening

On Our Way

Ok in my last blog I wrote about our goal to get a bigger place, well in order to do that I had to work on my husbands credit. We paid another credit card off only one more credit card to pay off and then we will have our credit in better shape. I am so excited about this, it's like winning a small lottery,lol! Also I have lost 13 lbs yeah go me, it has been a difficult journey but I have just been more aware of what I am eating and actually getting some real excercise is great. So everyone do the happy dance for us and if you need any happy dances for you then I will be happy to do the dance for you!

Happy Anniversary To Us And Life

Well Tony and I have celebrated another anniversary, and still going strong even though we have had our ups and downs we have weathered every situation and stayed together. We started off with hardly nothing at all, and have built a life together. We are now comfortable our next goal is to get a bigger place to live. Wish us luck,lol! I am so glad that I married him even though I get online and rant about him. He is my best friend, my heart and my soul. I enjoy working and taking care of my family. The oldest two girls are doing well in school, Aspen starts school in August oh I can't wait even though I will cry I will still be glad when she starts. Little man will be 3 years old in June. I have picked up more hours at work, and I love what I do for now I guess I know that I will move on to different things and that is ok. But I have job security and don't have to worry about the economy affecting my job. My plan is to save a bunch of money this year so I can put it back into a account for the bigger place and to work on the husbands credit. But the husband doesn't know I have money already saved to buy him a motorcycle don't know if I will have enough to get it by this summer maybe a good Christmas gift. I will keep everyone posted!

Happy Valentine's Day And All That Other Crap

Well yesterday was Valentine's Day and I had to work, I got home around 3:15 PM. My brother had his first dance to go to and he was soooooooooo cute with his little girlfriend I remember when he was posing with me to my first Who's Who dance. It was really boring day today just like any other day, and Tony was drinking. He cracks me up when he drinks up until the point he gets annoying. Then he's rude, loud, and talks super loud. But he needed to drink to let off some steam. I have to work tomorrow so Tony is driving to Birmingham and taking the kids to go see granny and pop pop! I am coming home and doing a few things and I am going to bed. I thought about going with him but I decided that I would stay home and do some laundry and take a nap! I'm going to need it after this night, lol! OMG I could slap him right now just for being loud!

Long Working Days/Nights

Ok today is the first day that DH started doing bailiff work, so he left at 6:30 this morning and he has to work his regular shift tonight which starts at 6:30 PM and work until 7:30 Thursday morning. All I can say thank god I will be going to work when he gets home. I mean I know what he is like when he doesn't get sleep during his regular working schedule, god help us all for this schedule, lol! I don't know he has adjusted pretty well since he was suppose to switch to days in January and didn't get to they moved him to a different shift so he is on nights until May! But in May on his days off he has a regular off duty job he is suppose to start, and one that he starts in August with a local high that has a bad name I guess you could say. I think he is over doing it little but if he can handle it I'm not going to stand in his way, I only work 3 days a week now and he is mad that I am working but he will get over it! I love my job and the freedom of it! I really need to be in the livivng room getting ready to steam clean it but I'm trying to put it off as long as I can at this point. I finally got the laundry done in this mad house. But on another note I just had to bail my sister out of trouble in was jail trouble or anything like that, it was money this time it has been a long time since I had to do that. And I wished my son would use the potty I am so tired of the diapers I will be throwing a party when that happens that means can you say it I will be diaper free woot woot! I still love him even though he is a poop and pee machine! Well that is all for today!

Uggh

Well tonight I come to you to blow off some steam, because it's not like I can do it around my house. Walking on egg shells and all, my husband thinks that he is the only one under stress and stuff. Well let me just tell you, my mom is going through another thing with her boyfriend and that is nothing new. So I have 6 of her dogs chained up in my year they were only suppose to be here for a couple of weeks well they have been here for almost 2 months, the husband wants them moved from where they are at so do I. So after him getting mad screaming at me and making me feel like I am a horrible person. So we are moving them here soon, and that is out of the way but I live in a house where no one tells me thank you for doing this for me instead they treat me like I am their personal slave. Can you do this, can you do that never a thank you. Or when things are great I am the greatest person in the world they couldn't have made it without me, blah blah but when I do something wrong or they don't think that I doing the way they think it should be done I am horrible, and other things I won't say!

I love my family don't get me wrong, I have beautiful, healthy, smart, loving children. My husband is wonderful, caring, and for the most part understanding. But they have a evil side to them,lol! Sorry for the vent but I needed to get it out!